ever been misunderstood, misused or mislead

hmm, well i woke up to the crudest voicemail ever, yea dumb bitch. missa called her the number last night and found out it was kiku texting me. i wasn't gonna do shit, but when i woke up to this hicks voice saying really mean shit to me, i was like oh hell no. but i do have shit to sue her on a harassment trial. hehehe. dumb bitch. but you know what i'm not gonna sink to her level. i'm gonna leave it be, b/c karma will kick her ass in the end. so she can bite me. well now we def know why i stopped talking to her, and ppl think i'm a bitch. blah, ppl suck sometimes. i've totally given up one the guy, as proven by today, it is useless. i need to buy some red hair dye and attack my hair w/ it. i can't wait for school to start, i need to get out of my house, and school is the perfect place, plus i need a new guy. talked to my x, that was funny, he "misses" me, what a loser. i feel better though, i mean now that she did that i'm like whoa so i was in the right really, and then just letting him go, i don't have to worry anymore. me time, well all the time is me time. i dunno i'm just relaxed, and i have been for like the past 3 days. i hung out w/ sarah today, and we just chilled. she feels i'm growing out of her, but what she doesn't realize is that i can never grow out of her b/c she's my sister and i will always need her. it's kinda funny b/c i was feeling rejected by her b/c she was spending all this time w/ her boyfriend, and she was b/c she was feelind like rejected by me. that makes me laugh. meh. i'm just gonna chillax for awhile. britt is comin over thursday, i think. jayselle needs to come over again soon, you gotsta dye my hair red again. lol. we gotta plan a group to astroworld, that includes you daniela, cause i know we're all up in eachothers lj's. ya'll gotsta call me!!!! bloo diddy blah bloo.